It all started with what I thought was fake science...

I have horrible grammar and I word things oddly, or so I have been told.

I hope you read the blog on how I got to this point in trying to become more positive. OK, go...

I am starting this blog because people have been telling me for years that I am the most negative person they know, and that I always look angry. I have also had a life plagued with strange bad luck... I am embarking on an adventure of sorts to change my negative ways, get botox so I don't always look so pissed off, and hopefully change my luck.

A few months ago my husband bought me an iPhone for our 1 yr. anniversary. I kept finding these apps for binaural beat and brain entrainment. I started listening, since they claimed to be able to give you confidence, energy ( which I have zero of ) and help you sleep, improve mood and so on. I downloaded every one I think. And I listened to them. And I read up on them and found out its real science, not just some bullshit for the app store.

So after a few months of using the BB and BE apps I actually started thinking differently about my habits. A change for the better... and that kept me motivated.

But then that's also when it got weird. And that is where this all gets interesting, I hope. After some abnormally horrible luck, and matters I will not get into I ended up having to move back to my home state of MI and in with my parents. My husband stayed in FL and moved in with his family as well. This was the time I knew much larger changes had to happen.

I found some of the BB apps that said that could cleanse my chakras. And that would help things in my life. Now, I am not a new agey person. I have never given much, if any thought to my chakras. But I was at a point where if it would help, I was open minded to try it. So, I tried them. And I really can't say if they worked or not because I am also on a shitboat of drugs for depression and anxiety. But they were relaxing, if nothing else. And that was a nice change because I am never relaxed at all.

I read up on my chakras and listened to chakra toning apps to cleanse them and help ground me and various other claims. Again, I was a bit relaxed after listening to them. But the more I read on them I started noticing "stone" or "crystal" healing and balancing being mentioned.

So, obviously I went and bought stones. I mean, really, what other choice did I have at that point?

And so I will go into my trials and... experiments with keeping stones in my pocket on my next blog.